This is all i had~

There are so many people who do not even live 
To see all that the beautiful world has to offer. 
There are people who do not even have the chance to experience the beauty of love. 
There are so many more who deserve more sympathy than I do. 
Do they shed their tears in silence? 
Do they bury their sorrows deep within their hearts? 
I want to tell the world about my misery because I am tired of hiding the depression in my soul. 

To forget you. Is not to remember you. 
Every single detail in life reflects you. 
Every things I see, every drink I drink, every shirt I wear. 
But to forget you, what I have to do is not to remember you.
not to remember that we once shared that drink, not to remember thing that you bought.

Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again. 
Are you, are you thinking of me now, as my mind revolves with your image, again and again?
Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated..
Why do lyric create such overemotional sentences? 
Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? 
That is plain exaggeration. 

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly....
Why would a person cry for another person for hours? 
How could a person wait for his lover for years? 
That is plain silliness. I thought romance movies were just so stupid...
How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? 
How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? 
That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, 
I finally understand that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, 
inspired by the writers’ true stories.. how amazing it is.. ^^ 

while I will live in your mind endlessly.
Because if both of us are to cry,
I want to be the one who cries louder, 
I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you