haiz

its been so long since the last time i login to my blog myself.
its not because of any special reason.
just that i lost faith of my self.
and i felt that the day of my life so miserable.
i tried to be more strong
i tried to be more than anything u can think.
i think i just lose in the battle
just be myself and i should love my self more,

crazy~

I have fallen and the breeze just
Scooped me up from the deep ends of hell.
There must be an angel by my side
Somewhere but I really couldn't tell.

I know the devil never stops
playing his funny little games with me.
I was buried alive and in the dark
I noticed how much my eyes couldn't see.

With just so much oxygen left
in that rectangular box time just slips past.
That once blurry figure tells me
that the light I saw yesterday isn't my last.

True enough that night fall is inevitable
But morning always comes right after.
It could be a birthday celebration here
And there a ceremony in a funeral parlor.
But it doesn't matter rain or shine, 
The rainbow will never lose it's few basic colour.

I know you write your words in a book for me. 
I know you write your words big so I can see. 
I might and might not be what you want me to be.
All I know is what I have is you and you've got me.

stupid mistake i make

i lost my self in misery.
walking into the dark hole.
i just troubling myself more,
is it time to woke up.
pls hit me once.
i regret of all my decision for this few year,
yea its for few year.
i wish that everythings can be reverse
back when I'm  still young to walk into cruel society.

home

i am home ... so its time to make here alive again~

cool stuff

forever..

i promise to u my feeling stay to this way.
never wan to hurt u,
never wan to leave u alone.
always and forever that the promise we make.
your the reason why i am smilling at the start of the day.
and i hope you know i mean it.
every time that i say i love u always n forever ,
and it always be the same.
dont wan u in pain,
i wan be there for u crying,
everytime your crying sharing laughter with u .
when i look into your eyes i know when love is really true .
remember you can call me anytime your feeling down .
no girl can take your place n love me the way u do,
so i am hold on tight coz i need you by myside.
its me and u forever baby i need you in my life.

every single second that i live i am thinking of you.
how we met was destiny out love is honestly true.
tel me what am i suppose to do if i aint got u here,
i wanna be the one that by urside through the year,
wannaa be the one that gonna fight away all ur tears,
replacing them with happiness and take away ur fear.
1 day we gonna look at our picture n reminisce,
crazy all the things do with me with just a kiss.
your the only girl that ever got me feeling so free.
i truly need you baby your the light in my life.
just hold on tight because i am always gonna treat u right.

if love u is wrong i don't wan to be right,
cant imagine what this life would be whithout u be myside.
the day we met i cant explain the way that i felt,
feeling all these emotions that i cant even help.
u do everythings to me to make my heart beat the race,
every little thing we do is just so special to me.
we are meant to be, that somethings that i truly agree.
evertime you smile i cant explain the feeling inside.
always gonna treat you good exactly like the first day,
just promise to me that you will never go away.

ps: for the special one today

this things kill my face long time ago.. lol

7 天爱上你

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let it go ~

u know what is the worst things ever happen in love?
is that we  miz someone we love even tot they gone.
yes we do. and its never gonna end~
we love to live in memories(sweet or bitter).

i even heard of story from someone close that tend to call the number  over and over again even after the owner of the number gone(pass away)
is it necessary  to do so? maybe
even tot we know that its impossible for them to answer the call
but we tend to do so? why?
as i said before, we love to live in memories.
we cannot accept somethings gone and look forward to the future.
its on our hand..
hold it tight but not too tight.

i , myself love to hold the memories tight,
that  the reason why i create  this blog.
scare of someone that i forget
or maybe just to refresh for it.
its not only for the miserable things,
but also joy.
we, human have strong memory in remember sad things more than happy things
happy things last for second and sad things last forever.
the point is that izzit better if we live in happy more than sorrow?

PS: 1 minutes of sad equal to loss of  60 second of happiness
 

boyz and galz

hachiko

       

           In 1924, Hachikō was brought to tokyo by his owner, , a professor in the agriculture department at the university of tokyo. During his owner's life Hachikō saw him out from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby shibuya station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a heart attack at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.Hachikō was loyal and every day for the next nine years he waited sitting there amongst the towns folk

            Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.
         The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.This continued for nine years with Hachikō appearing precisely when the train was due at the station.




             This movie was based on the true story which wrote at top. so touched that feel like wanna cry when the moment hachi pass away.Search for the movie and u will never regret.

PS: picture from the movie and the statue at Shibuya statue after Hachi pass away.

hahahah~

i am so sorry tvb!!

haahah.. my last post said that the drama suck rite
T.T i am wrong.
i'm so addicted to it now
waiting for the next episode.
can  u all imagine that in 2 days i watched 22 episode!!
maybe its not alot for drama kaki~ haha
damn.. it kill my study time. hahah
now i am suffer from stupid challenging mgm(management) subject..
crazy lot to memories... i am only human!

PS. its 1.30a.m. just take a short break now. gonna continue my study.. chao

fistful of stances

yuhuu.. pps day again.. the next final paper will be on 19th
so,lots of free time..

watch this drama 1st episode just now..
so sienzzzzzzz
waste my time.
maybe will be better .
hope so.
hahahah just a simply post to update this dead blog

FINAL!!

@.@ omg @.@ omg @.@
my 1st final paper start on 14th which is next week
but still i'm so relex~
wtf~
please please help me.
hahahah everyday sleep like pig till late evening.
lol its because i slept late in d nite ok!
hahahah anywhere now trying the Youthsays program.

lol give me more time~

bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz bz .... 


ps: quick minutes update before go class~ xp bz

cute

wow. look tasty rite

(#__#)

adui~ my finger feel numb.
pressing the guitar cord till crazy~
learning " more than word" song.
hahaha lazy to update my blog~
just finish mid term yesterday but final coming . wtf.. 12 more days to my final 1st paper.
gonna get crazy study here~
babi betul
hahhaha
but then i still got time go out enjoy yesterday after the midterm.
will upload picture for y'day sing k season
stay tuned~

PS: headache xp

BA 2010!!

The Bass Agent boys are making their way to Amsterdam for In Qontrol 2010. good job~

here are some new songs they had
1. Bass Agents - Weapon of the Mind
2. Bass Agents - Victrola (Ganjaguru vs DJen Remix)
check out their website for more info
http://www.bassagents.com/

mister potato

mad in love with this mister potato tangy lemon~
lol~ lazy to type long post
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random pic again~

hahah my doraemon colection.

teddy teddy~

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haiz.. my kl study table.

waiting for the next semester  break.. coming soon~ yuhuuuu

                                                          miss my k.k home.

sushi king

promotion PROMOTION promotion promotion!! lol

 lazy to type out.. read d picture for more information.
wow this sentence so convenience.
nice and easy for lazy guy like me~

oya.. forget to mention bout the new dishes plate they had now

guitar

sdfa

 some of my friend said that its too late for me to start learn guitar~
i think so too~
whatever it is, i just fooling around here.
nothing much for me to do

 its not a bad things anywhere.
maybe, i said maybe i will be giving up it soon.
hahahhaha. Steven style.

A,AmB,C,D,E,Em,F,G,Gm. code code

chocolate oat krunch

my new love love snack~ taste so good
maybe coz its chocolate. hahah
cookies but not too sweet. perfect~
a big pack with lot of small pack inside. cute



 Munchy's  oat krunch with dark chocolate~ muachx

xoxo

early in the morning before go for class. XP ready for the day. gogo~

 

found this~

 hahaha wonder how i got ying jie picture? XP.
u look nice in it, dunt worry.
oya for u all information,
she the one send me the pierre cardin belt in recent post.
click here if u not sure

 

I'm going to the Gatsby Deodorant

suddenly found out that i got a lot of Gatsby product~ all over my table.

here are some that i love

Gatsby street fair..maybe going if time allow. i said MAYBE. keke  

Date: 17th April 2010

Time: 10am till 5pm

Venue: Front Foyer, Ground Floor, Berjaya Times Square, Kuala Lumpur.

tried Gatsby new deodorant spray ~ love the smell. RM10.90

Gatsby wax. Kept on buy this for year d~RM16+

Gatsby moving rubber~ another good hair product~ RM 24 each

used this Gatsby wax spray few times only.. no time for it!! RM16+ each

lol.. this is not Gatsby product . wax from Osis+. Smell too sweet . its like u put somethings fruity on hair.. cost bout RM56. Don't buy it!! regret.. XP

Say hi to my relative~ haha

cute har?? my youngest cousin for now.xpxp

my mother side cousin.  so they look bit difren. haha

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oya.. this one totally a joker. not scare of stranger at all.

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my younger sister. hahah she gonna kick my ass if saw this here.. ~

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lol..forget when i took this picture.. hahaha smart la tat~

ps: all the picture =my mother side cousin .so all look non-Chinese. they are not malay!!!

some chio pic!! rock malaysia

hahah! the owner of the land trying to communicate with the cows!!

self hair cut for rm7!! i can cut my own hair free at room~

XP. please~  i wont touch if u don't ask me to~'

boss jaga swimming pool? everyone safe there? hahahha

this one nice!! double the pay!