Don't apologize
cause i just losing what i don't deserve
Sorry to anyone that i make crazy request today.
Haha. bread for 2 days edi..
i cant eat T.T
i'm in pain!
Friday, April 29, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Nick Vujicic
Nick Vujicic
some 1 that inspire me
***UPDATE***
look for him at youtube
and u will get what i mean.
I should be thankful, no more argue
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Penis post!
Added 4 new English sentimental songs to my blog
Check it out,
Been fall in love with those song for so long
I sound like a girl now. haha
Anywhere, what do u all expect
I do have soft part.
Not talking bout my PENIS ok..
Alrite then ,MY penis get erection sometime
Where am i... sorry for the PENIS.
ITS come out from no where.
NOW we come to the main point,
What point? no point. SO blur rite now.
In few more month,
There will be big changing of my lifestyle.
Stepping into some deep hole of working shit things
OR maybe it turn out to be perfect.
Enjoying the work while i get paid
Wow, getting the salary = greatest thing exchange for work.
I do hope that i really getting into it.
I mean who wan to face something we hate 5 days a week.
Point point. what is the point.
Blah blah blah
Let me conclude that I'm ready babe!!
wow. my writing style change a little bit maybe?
I'm glad!!
Enjoy and have a nice penis day.
Lol!! forget bout penis.
have a nice day.
I'm so in love with the word penis..
not suitable.?
hell ya.. i should love vagina!!
Shit.. getting so gay.
PS: forget bout the penis. i'm just getting crazy.
Check it out,
Been fall in love with those song for so long
I sound like a girl now. haha
Anywhere, what do u all expect
I do have soft part.
Not talking bout my PENIS ok..
Alrite then ,MY penis get erection sometime
Where am i... sorry for the PENIS.
ITS come out from no where.
NOW we come to the main point,
What point? no point. SO blur rite now.
In few more month,
There will be big changing of my lifestyle.
Stepping into some deep hole of working shit things
OR maybe it turn out to be perfect.
Enjoying the work while i get paid
Wow, getting the salary = greatest thing exchange for work.
I do hope that i really getting into it.
I mean who wan to face something we hate 5 days a week.
Point point. what is the point.
Blah blah blah
Let me conclude that I'm ready babe!!
wow. my writing style change a little bit maybe?
I'm glad!!
Enjoy and have a nice penis day.
Lol!! forget bout penis.
have a nice day.
I'm so in love with the word penis..
not suitable.?
hell ya.. i should love vagina!!
Shit.. getting so gay.
PS: forget bout the penis. i'm just getting crazy.
The climb
My blog post is now become so lifeless
No more attention and direction
I'm writing to the air.
After everything change.
I thinking of changing the theme of this blog someday .
I try to step into your life
somehow u build a strong wall
and place me behind the wall .
I do believe that somehow if i try hard enough
I will be manage to overcome the big build wall.
I do tried to climb and climb
I climb so far that i cant even c the land
However, the more i climb the taller u build.
With the limited energy,
Taking the last step
Eventually now i free fall from the wall
Without the hand to hold me up
I fall and even hurt myself.
I'm not dead ,I'm just tired
Walk away is the only choice.
I guess now i only can stand far away
To be happy observing your life
Maybe in the far future
When i walk into the same land again.
There will be gate open for me.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
AnG3!@-TMstyle
我要看到你
是因为我爱看到你笑的样子。
我不要在看到你了
是因为你不在为我笑了。
DI RU RA SANG KO KE YEH SOH(korean).
I'm mad of myself being rude and fool.
Being neglect every single day
Is not something that i hope .
I should thank everyone
giving me every single memory
that i build for this pass 3 year.
I love peace
Some days , some how
I will be be with u all again
I'm proud for every single step that i walk.
SPM>MATRUCULATION>UPM> what next?
是因为我爱看到你笑的样子。
我不要在看到你了
是因为你不在为我笑了。
DI RU RA SANG KO KE YEH SOH(korean).
I'm mad of myself being rude and fool.
Being neglect every single day
Is not something that i hope .
I should thank everyone
giving me every single memory
that i build for this pass 3 year.
I love peace
Some days , some how
I will be be with u all again
I'm proud for every single step that i walk.
SPM>MATRUCULATION>UPM> what next?
Friday, April 22, 2011
I believe in today society, many people are emphasising
very much on individual behaviour and manner, or perhaps
it was only greatly emphasis to a certain group of people,
to display their undesirable
manners into a pleasant ones.
Well, in no doubts, having good manners is a very important
set of behaviors which somehow mark a particular person to
be civilized or cultured member of a society!
No?
And I strongly believe, manners are usually taught from
a very young age. As I always remember how I was taught
by my parents the importance of being polite and considerate towards the people around me.
However, not all the people I knew perform good manners but
rather to me they are considered to be boorish and rude!
I mean, you dont need to be particularly high educated
or having a pleasant look/good looking
to impress others and classified to
be good manner.
I mean, it comes from the heart, and not those who mask their
true, deceitful nature to hoodwink others, and to whether those
are considered sincere or pretentious, you decide!
Well, i say a good starting point is to understand why one should
always show gratitude and appreciation towards others, especially
those who REALLY CARES for you!
And from my point of view, people who possess ill-manners are
those who :
Simply no excuses!!!
The above mentioned are examples of the crude people who perform
crude manners that irritates me, and I seriously wonder how these
people could act such a sweet angel in front of everyone, but in fact
they talk shit behind everyone back!
Well, such a pity ....
I guessed, it is time to turn nasty and stop being kind to everyone,
though I'm still consider myself a patient person, and had given
plenty of 2nd chances to many people, however I am not a saint,
and I do have my limits!!!
Arghhh ....
Perhaps I need a few minutes to restart my thoughts now, and
just be thankful that there still plenty of things for me to happy
about, rather than these crude stuff ...
PS: Some people really got the power to make my life
feeling like a living hell ar! However just keep this in mind,
you no longer my weakness anymore, no more ....
very much on individual behaviour and manner, or perhaps
it was only greatly emphasis to a certain group of people,
to display their undesirable
manners into a pleasant ones.
Well, in no doubts, having good manners is a very important
set of behaviors which somehow mark a particular person to
be civilized or cultured member of a society!
No?
And I strongly believe, manners are usually taught from
a very young age. As I always remember how I was taught
by my parents the importance of being polite and considerate towards the people around me.
However, not all the people I knew perform good manners but
rather to me they are considered to be boorish and rude!
I mean, you dont need to be particularly high educated
or having a pleasant look/good looking
to impress others and classified to
be good manner.
I mean, it comes from the heart, and not those who mask their
true, deceitful nature to hoodwink others, and to whether those
are considered sincere or pretentious, you decide!
Well, i say a good starting point is to understand why one should
always show gratitude and appreciation towards others, especially
those who REALLY CARES for you!
And from my point of view, people who possess ill-manners are
those who :
- Fart in the public, and still pretending,
- Falsely accused the innocent victims & victimise oneself,
- Deliberately hangs up phone call when the other party is stillholding on at the other end,
- Interrupting other's conversation,
- Ignoring urgent calls & sms texts,
- Create unnecessary joke,
- Take my things without my persmission,
- Back stabbing & many more.
Simply no excuses!!!
The above mentioned are examples of the crude people who perform
crude manners that irritates me, and I seriously wonder how these
people could act such a sweet angel in front of everyone, but in fact
they talk shit behind everyone back!
Well, such a pity ....
I guessed, it is time to turn nasty and stop being kind to everyone,
though I'm still consider myself a patient person, and had given
plenty of 2nd chances to many people, however I am not a saint,
and I do have my limits!!!
Arghhh ....
Perhaps I need a few minutes to restart my thoughts now, and
just be thankful that there still plenty of things for me to happy
about, rather than these crude stuff ...
PS: Some people really got the power to make my life
feeling like a living hell ar! However just keep this in mind,
you no longer my weakness anymore, no more ....
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
JOGOYA buffet lunch at starhill?
B4 the sun shine in my room,
I woke up to feel the breeze of cold wind.
lol!! wtf out of tittle.
Jogoya ?? suck~
Hahaha variety of food over there but the food quality so low
I don't feel like eating more after took once.
They do had Haagen dazs but with only 1 type flavour?. lol?
Talking about the salmon slice.
The salmon feel so watery and cut in big size.
The coconut drink was nice but then only limited
I come in at 12.30 and only manage to take 1 .
when its about 1.30, there were no more available
I wait for the fried prawn for so long
at last still not manage to take any.
The refilling food section was so slow
Alot of ppl need to q up just to take .
What a BUFFET ~
order some jap king crab that only available for VIP member card
but then taste like eating some low class normal crap.
haha.
VIP? lol.. u need VIP TO EAT UNAGI.
I can get unagi anywhere, nth special after all.
some of my table member do order it
and it come with a small slice only.. lol~
Oya i forget to mention, even if u r VIP member.
u only can order one plate per person for VIP dishes
Any other food was just ok and nothing special.
For the price that paid to consume something like this
Its totally not worth.
What worth is that i full fill my stomach.
It was a good try for the first time
PS: not much pic taken coz coz coz 6p in the dinning table, i only noe 2 paiseh~ xp
I woke up to feel the breeze of cold wind.
lol!! wtf out of tittle.
Jogoya ?? suck~
Hahaha variety of food over there but the food quality so low
I don't feel like eating more after took once.
They do had Haagen dazs but with only 1 type flavour?. lol?
Talking about the salmon slice.
The salmon feel so watery and cut in big size.
The coconut drink was nice but then only limited
I come in at 12.30 and only manage to take 1 .
when its about 1.30, there were no more available
I wait for the fried prawn for so long
at last still not manage to take any.
The refilling food section was so slow
Alot of ppl need to q up just to take .
What a BUFFET ~
order some jap king crab that only available for VIP member card
but then taste like eating some low class normal crap.
haha.
VIP? lol.. u need VIP TO EAT UNAGI.
I can get unagi anywhere, nth special after all.
some of my table member do order it
and it come with a small slice only.. lol~
Oya i forget to mention, even if u r VIP member.
u only can order one plate per person for VIP dishes
Any other food was just ok and nothing special.
For the price that paid to consume something like this
Its totally not worth.
What worth is that i full fill my stomach.
It was a good try for the first time
PS: not much pic taken coz coz coz 6p in the dinning table, i only noe 2 paiseh~ xp
Monday, April 18, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
11.20p.m 16/4/2011
This time, this moment
I really need some heavy food
MCD, KFC , ?
I need to know
Do i really that desperate to drunk my self?
Yes "drunk" !!
Bring it on babe, i don't care anymore.
****UPDATE ****
FAIL to step out from house.. haha
anywhere just felt so silly for this whole semester.
I will be off soon.
Nothing that i want to leave behind .
I really need some heavy food
MCD, KFC , ?
I need to know
Do i really that desperate to drunk my self?
Yes "drunk" !!
Bring it on babe, i don't care anymore.
****UPDATE ****
FAIL to step out from house.. haha
anywhere just felt so silly for this whole semester.
I will be off soon.
Nothing that i want to leave behind .
Friday, April 15, 2011
the best
Lately i kept on repeat playing the same song
丁当-很爱过
added the song to my blog last few days
i love the line
多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难
Thursday, April 14, 2011
now
Friends said that i changed alot
I'm lovely for the pass few year but not nw
When i have a look of my self,
Hell ya, i learn to build more self defense.
I wish I could do much better.
Better than what I am capable of now.
So many things changed
But so many remained the same
Alot seemed strange
Yet i'm still fighting
I am a liar but yes, i speak the truth
The best and the worst in my mouth
Here i stand with nothing to fear
Losing the best perhaps is for the best
I believe they are all similar
My story just ended before i could start
I'm lovely for the pass few year but not nw
When i have a look of my self,
Hell ya, i learn to build more self defense.
I wish I could do much better.
Better than what I am capable of now.
So many things changed
But so many remained the same
Alot seemed strange
Yet i'm still fighting
I am a liar but yes, i speak the truth
The best and the worst in my mouth
Here i stand with nothing to fear
Losing the best perhaps is for the best
I believe they are all similar
My story just ended before i could start
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
The same meal
Every time i walk in and just order for the same meal.
I guess it taste different now.
Lately my day pass like so empty..
What i done yday? pass 2 day?
I dunno my self..
What i know is that i love myself more now.
Friday, April 8, 2011
future?
lately i got a strange feeling that i cant even describe myself.
looking back into the pas,
what had i done to my life,
i found some pic of mine 4 yr ago at some of my old fren at matric.
haha i cant believe he still post my pic up .. alot ppl comment on this.
-some say i thin
-some say my hair nice that time
-someone even spell my name wrongly ( stephen law.. lol)
haha btw. the guy = DeYl melvin.. my secondary and matriculation classmate.
malay? nope.. he is bumi~ he got a good body . dunt bliv?( search for his fb pic)
my mum used to go his mum saloon to get the hair done few yr back...
END
PS: FB is good but i still hate it.. haha
looking back into the pas,
what had i done to my life,
i found some pic of mine 4 yr ago at some of my old fren at matric.
-some say i thin
-some say my hair nice that time
-someone even spell my name wrongly ( stephen law.. lol)
haha btw. the guy = DeYl melvin.. my secondary and matriculation classmate.
malay? nope.. he is bumi~ he got a good body . dunt bliv?( search for his fb pic)
my mum used to go his mum saloon to get the hair done few yr back...
END
PS: FB is good but i still hate it.. haha
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Monday, April 4, 2011
simple and short
Maybe my friend think tat i'm just some kind of joke..
or its just nice to fooling around.
some time i get some crazy sms from friend
but stil, i'm so good to reply them the way they love it.
i think its funny.
Day 1
Ms .c : hye..
ME : yes? so free? wat ya doing?
MS c : on d way to bank, wan go rompak bank!!
ME : wow.. dint ask me join.. next time ask me go ya? .. share the profit with me
lol.... forget wat i reply after tat.. but conversation end short.
story goes on..
Day2
MS.C : UI!!!!
ME : yes again?
MS.c :
That time i fel like we 2 so " Wu Liao"..
no reply from her afterward. i bet this will continue 2ml. Always had short n silly conversation
it fun to have friend tat understand each other . its not bout quantity but more to quality.
update
someone told me tat the its weird that text mix with eng chineses n malay and fail to guess. xp.
haha.. that the way we r.. the mix-ing things is just for fun.. 1 malaysia wat.. she = chinese
or its just nice to fooling around.
some time i get some crazy sms from friend
but stil, i'm so good to reply them the way they love it.
i think its funny.
Day 1
Ms .c : hye..
ME : yes? so free? wat ya doing?
MS c : on d way to bank, wan go rompak bank!!
ME : wow.. dint ask me join.. next time ask me go ya? .. share the profit with me
after awhile
story goes on..
Day2
MS.C : UI!!!!
ME : yes again?
MS.c :
no reply from her afterward. i bet this will continue 2ml. Always had short n silly conversation
it fun to have friend tat understand each other . its not bout quantity but more to quality.
update
someone told me tat the its weird that text mix with eng chineses n malay and fail to guess. xp.
haha.. that the way we r.. the mix-ing things is just for fun.. 1 malaysia wat.. she = chinese
Saturday, April 2, 2011
its so hard, its so far
Its not suppose to hurt this way
Tell me how u feel?
We learn to be stronger every time get hurt
Tear that shed will never be wasted
Always believing tomorrow will be better
Today seem to be a long day.
i spend my time updating my blog whole days
maybe because of loneliness?
my uni life gonna end soon,
Thinking of this totally make my day so dry.
Time pass so fast that i don't even realize it
It's last semester now, indeed its last month.
What had i done to myself?
Tell me how u feel?
We learn to be stronger every time get hurt
Tear that shed will never be wasted
Always believing tomorrow will be better
Today seem to be a long day.
i spend my time updating my blog whole days
maybe because of loneliness?
my uni life gonna end soon,
Thinking of this totally make my day so dry.
Time pass so fast that i don't even realize it
It's last semester now, indeed its last month.
What had i done to myself?
This is all i had~
There are so many people who do not even live
To see all that the beautiful world has to offer.
There are people who do not even have the chance to experience the beauty of love.
There are so many more who deserve more sympathy than I do.
Do they shed their tears in silence?
Do they bury their sorrows deep within their hearts?
I want to tell the world about my misery because I am tired of hiding the depression in my soul.
To forget you. Is not to remember you.
Every single detail in life reflects you.
Every things I see, every drink I drink, every shirt I wear.
But to forget you, what I have to do is not to remember you.
not to remember that we once shared that drink, not to remember thing that you bought.
Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again.
Are you, are you thinking of me now, as my mind revolves with your image, again and again?
Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated..
Why do lyric create such overemotional sentences?
Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics?
That is plain exaggeration.
Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly....
Why would a person cry for another person for hours?
How could a person wait for his lover for years?
That is plain silliness. I thought romance movies were just so stupid...
How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession?
How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover?
That is plain stupidity.
When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you,
I finally understand that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life,
inspired by the writers’ true stories.. how amazing it is.. ^^
while I will live in your mind endlessly.
Because if both of us are to cry,
I want to be the one who cries louder,
I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you
To see all that the beautiful world has to offer.
There are people who do not even have the chance to experience the beauty of love.
There are so many more who deserve more sympathy than I do.
Do they shed their tears in silence?
Do they bury their sorrows deep within their hearts?
I want to tell the world about my misery because I am tired of hiding the depression in my soul.
To forget you. Is not to remember you.
Every single detail in life reflects you.
Every things I see, every drink I drink, every shirt I wear.
But to forget you, what I have to do is not to remember you.
not to remember that we once shared that drink, not to remember thing that you bought.
Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again.
Are you, are you thinking of me now, as my mind revolves with your image, again and again?
Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated..
Why do lyric create such overemotional sentences?
Why cant they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics?
That is plain exaggeration.
Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly....
Why would a person cry for another person for hours?
How could a person wait for his lover for years?
That is plain silliness. I thought romance movies were just so stupid...
How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession?
How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover?
That is plain stupidity.
When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you,
I finally understand that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life,
inspired by the writers’ true stories.. how amazing it is.. ^^
while I will live in your mind endlessly.
Because if both of us are to cry,
I want to be the one who cries louder,
I want to be the one who takes a longer time to recover.
I want to absorb all the sadness from you
彩虹故事
We only will appreciate when we lost it?
Starting a relationship is hard but ending it take a million times harder.
Appreciate start from the first day till the end of the life
No regret ,No turning back
u talk seem like i tok ur whole life away
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
Then its should not be so hard to forget someone
This is weird . why am i feeling so empty ?
Could it be you ? or you ? or maybe you ?
Or is it just something ?
i asked myself again and again but there's just no answers .
Going through the blog just recalls back about all the past happenings .
How happy i was , how sad i was , how disappointed i was etc etc .
Emotions is such a big thing subdivided into many different emotions
I am not sure that what is it inside me that i am trying to convey .
What i can say is.. i am just being a little emotional in this post .
Let's just follow the flow .XP .
I am contented with my life now
Friday, April 1, 2011
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