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Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Bii - 轉身之後
<-----new song on d blog(latest favourite)
詞/曲: 何俊明
和你相約在這裡 有些事想說明
我的決定 你卻不願意聽
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情 已經快要暫停
聽我說 從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情 已經快要暫停
聽我說 從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走
Monday, March 28, 2011
26/3/2011 ( wilson kl 1 day short trip)
lazy to upload..
12:00PM- mit up oili at kl center
1:00PM - arrive sg wang
1:30 PM - receive call from wilson said will be late
1:40PM - lunch at pasta mania
3:00PM- wilson, moses, moses gf and ah chow go for pavilion shopping so oili and i decide to watch
movie( walk till leg pain edi)
7:00PM - mit up again at sg wang and had dinner at lot 10 ( at 1st they say go for steamboat.. fail)
pic= ah chow and wilson
8:00pm - kelvin su come and join us for dinner
9:00PM- oili n me check in hotel to clean our self 1st while wilson n chow go wangsa take they bag
11:45PM- neway karaoke sing till 5 A.M (crazy)
NEXT day 9:00AM -take breakfast at the hotel
11AM- mit up with moses and his gf again( and mini the dog)
12PM- kajang satay ( 180km/h speed from times to kajang. lol)
3PM - sunway
5PM airport
8:00pm-klcc
PS: too many pic to upload here~frgv me some of the pic just bad resolution ..both of my hp run out of juice, just manage to charge awhile for my noob phone when breakfast at hotel.. so stupid.. should charge the other phone so can take nicer pic and GPS road !!!
12:00PM- mit up oili at kl center
1:00PM - arrive sg wang
1:30 PM - receive call from wilson said will be late
1:40PM - lunch at pasta mania
3:00PM- wilson, moses, moses gf and ah chow go for pavilion shopping so oili and i decide to watch
movie( walk till leg pain edi)
7:00PM - mit up again at sg wang and had dinner at lot 10 ( at 1st they say go for steamboat.. fail)
8:00pm - kelvin su come and join us for dinner
9:00PM- oili n me check in hotel to clean our self 1st while wilson n chow go wangsa take they bag
11:45PM- neway karaoke sing till 5 A.M (crazy)
NEXT day 9:00AM -take breakfast at the hotel
11AM- mit up with moses and his gf again( and mini the dog)
12PM- kajang satay ( 180km/h speed from times to kajang. lol)
3PM - sunway
5PM airport
Thursday, March 24, 2011
My 1st chinese post
想说的只是感谢你曾经那样的存在过。在我被爱情伤得体无完肤的时刻你帮我疗伤.我不会忘记你爱过我。你是好人,是很好很好的人，很抱歉,也许我让你痛了。你不等了，说要走了。你说爱过,也就这样了，要我好好的过。我懂你的真心，你努力的把我拉向你，可惜的是，当我还在原地踏步，你却选择了离去。
你说就算我的守护者离开了，还有你照顾着我， 然而现在已经失去了， 我不悲伤，我不难过。 然而我最想做的事，是笑着的和你挥手道别。 有那么微微的刺痛，但我依然忍得住。 谢谢你爱过我，尝试走入我的心， 我会好好的记得你。欠你一句对不起， 很抱歉,一直没有好好的珍惜你对我的好，让你等得如此疲累。也许爱情实在不适合我， 也许是我适应不了爱情。 你说 我们还是朋友，我尊重你的决定， 让我难过的是伤害了亲爱的你。
很抱歉，你到了我却离开了。 我知道你最近过得很好, 但是我过得不好， 总是在别人面前开心的笑闹着.。然而你我明白我们心中的无奈。 好想马上 , 立刻, 现在就大大力的给你一个大大的拥抱。你知道吗? 这两天我失眠了。太多思绪在脑海中，让我好疲累是我伤害了你. 我是个爱情惯犯. 我是个罪人。
到这一步就好了，你我都应该明白 再多走几步, 彼此都会疲累的无法睁开双眼。 感谢你曾经对我的好， 我懂得你爱过,那样就够了。很抱歉 我不想让你等了， 再多的等下去 ,你只会变得极度疲累， 那不是你该得的，你值得 更好的。 祝福你 大乖乖，我祝福你得到你想要的幸福。
昨晚, 我只是本着良心的实话直说。我很抱歉如果让你不舒服了。我明白, 每个人都拥有一种自信， 一种不想被别人贬低的自信。我没有能力，我只是拥有经验。
PS: go through a lot of editing to complete this. forgive my writing mistake~
Monday, March 21, 2011
This touched u?
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn realize it at the time
I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I dont really expect you to either
Its just... I dont even know
You r the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
Im sorry about the pain I made you feel
That was nt me, let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you would not have hurt me like I am shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I dont know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You r number one, always in my heart
And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you r holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I cant hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now Im not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I cant take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I dont wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didnt think you would ever do me like this
I didnt think you wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now Im nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you will always be in my heart
You will always be my baby
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we will never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
Once the most important person in my life
I didn realize it at the time
I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I dont really expect you to either
Its just... I dont even know
You r the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
Im sorry about the pain I made you feel
That was nt me, let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you would not have hurt me like I am shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I dont know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You r number one, always in my heart
And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you r holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I cant hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now Im not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I cant take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I dont wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didnt think you would ever do me like this
I didnt think you wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now Im nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you will always be in my heart
You will always be my baby
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we will never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
haha
Saturday, March 12, 2011
gv up or continue.
This is not always be my choice of life,
i said before( maybe hundred time) that i wont end this blog.
but then i think its hard to go on.
everyone know the story well,
why i started and how i started.
but i never think to end this, should i? can i?
should i just delete whole things, or just dont update?
keeping my pass memories bring tear in my life.
i have no courage to even post a new post, maybe i'm just too dramatic( i think i do).
blog is like a person. we care for them after so long, but we will forget them in time
when we r just so busy fooling around.
some how i do believe that when i'm old,
this blog will bring up my lost memories.
but the point is, i dint state all things that important for me thru my life here(alot).
maybe i just dunt wan other to c and know i am sad or somethings.
lol.. this is a pathetic blog anyway.
i stil enjoying reading all my blogger fren blog updates everyday( yes i do everyday!)
but how bout my own, dead?
no one read my blog anymore after so long lack of update.
but then i fel so great this happen.
its like this will be my own space.
no ppl will judge my post.
i hate when i get some stupid question or feedback for my post.
its my blog, its not bout u, its bout me.
i wan freedom for my post. hahaha
peace babe <3 <3 for coming bck reader..
PS: SO EMO BUT I"M OK
i said before( maybe hundred time) that i wont end this blog.
but then i think its hard to go on.
everyone know the story well,
why i started and how i started.
but i never think to end this, should i? can i?
should i just delete whole things, or just dont update?
keeping my pass memories bring tear in my life.
i have no courage to even post a new post, maybe i'm just too dramatic( i think i do).
blog is like a person. we care for them after so long, but we will forget them in time
when we r just so busy fooling around.
some how i do believe that when i'm old,
this blog will bring up my lost memories.
but the point is, i dint state all things that important for me thru my life here(alot).
maybe i just dunt wan other to c and know i am sad or somethings.
lol.. this is a pathetic blog anyway.
i stil enjoying reading all my blogger fren blog updates everyday( yes i do everyday!)
but how bout my own, dead?
no one read my blog anymore after so long lack of update.
but then i fel so great this happen.
its like this will be my own space.
no ppl will judge my post.
i hate when i get some stupid question or feedback for my post.
its my blog, its not bout u, its bout me.
i wan freedom for my post. hahaha
peace babe <3 <3 for coming bck reader..
PS: SO EMO BUT I"M OK
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